F Â A Â M Â I Â L Â Y
     1
Her glow is frail fair limb,
In the hollows for cradling,
Lace of blue veins,
Thought plug
Conceals live wiring,
Though,
Long into the embryonic past receding,
A powerful emotion
Telescopes it ever,
Mother.
     2
For what is just right,
An unerring instinct
She warmly displays;
Reconciling
All my erratics,
Her thread
Hold our beads
Firmly together;
Consorting.
     3
Bright daffodil daughter
In twin pigtails
Like wings,
Flutter in her self made songs
As she amuses
Herself with her playthings
Or hops steps
And jumps along
Beyond the simple
Pure and trusting
Ten, unmindful,
Costume jewellery
And all.
     4
Intense, precisely measured
Keenly watching
Eyes whose
Enormous trust
You cannot just fail
To match,
Pursue;
Three foot omnipresence
That smiles uncomprehendingly
Therefore forgivingly
When you fail him,
Impels the best
Out of your
Grave limitations.
     5
You cannot trust him entirely
To let you down,
Somewhere he will be
Father,
Prove that years of experience
Still leave him uncynical,
Yet now
With the lifting
Of your rose-tinted childhood,
He does betray
What his tight set curls
And weak memory
Had striven hard to conceal
But cannot escape
Your own grey-hairedÂ
Comprehension.
      6
The monstrous possibility
Of a trust molested
Unfeelingly like
The knowledge
That it was never the sun
that swung around you,
Begins to erase
The foundations
Of your first presumptions.
A trusted custodian’s pilferage
Of your wealth
Prepares you
To doubt
There can be absolutes,
That you may well if in a corner
Revert just to yourself
Negating.
     6
You may
But must not fail,Â
Transcending equations
Of give and take,
For it is in giving that we receive
And in receiving that we take
And yet
It remains
Undecided.
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